Sigh... Early noe 2day dun go to school... Tabby nvn go... Sian... She got doctor appointment... Check up on her skin... She poor thing man... Her skin... She keep scratching it...

Well... Realise a couple of things 2day too... Apart from studies of course... I found out how much she meant to me... You noe... When she's not in school.. I feel kinda empty... I caint even find a joke funny....

I come to realise now that during sec 3... I wasn't realli in love with her... I was merely wanting her attention... Well.. I think it kinda change since june this year... Now... I feel different... I wanna take care of her... Protect her... Well.. That's wat i feel... I juz wan her to be happy... Not like last year.. When i was.... Well... Like a mad dog wen i am wif her ??? lol... Now is 14 Oct... I realli cherish my time with her now.... Sigh....

I Thought I have Gotten Over You... But Now I Realise... How Important You Are To Me...